When I learned about law of attraction and the ability to manifest what we want I was… in AWE! I have intentionally worked this process for many years with some incredible success. Here’s what I know now that I didn’t know then; when you conjure success, it comes with unexpected INTENSE experiences. If you are NOT stable when you begin to conjure those manifestations, some of those intense, unexpected experiences may not be very pleasant.

First what is conjuring a manifestation. If you’ve listened to Abraham Hicks, and I’m sure many others, they will tell you that any PHYSICAL thing or experience you want to manifest is because you think you’ll feel better in the having of that thing or experience. So then the question is, what is the FEELING you would like to manifest? To manifest in this way you need to be willing to receive that feeling even though you don’t know how that will show up.

What is the FEELING behind the thing you want to manifest? For me it was the feeling of success; I searched in my life for times that I have felt successful, and I deeply felt it. Multiple times each day I would find that feeling and just FEEL it deep in my bones. It got to a place where I could be in a shit mood but consciously find the feeling of success and just SINK IN. I would become so energized and excited about how successful I WAS. If I made a batch of cookies and someone commented on how good they tasted, that was a feeling of success I could dive into. If I knew I had written an effective email, I didn’t need anyone to tell me it was effective, I could just FEEL it and then next thing you know I was dancing around the house or office. I WORKED that feeling like a full-time job. I remember a time I was at my job, and I knew I wouldn’t be doing it much longer. It wasn’t that I didn’t like that job, I actually did, but I knew I was moving on. I remember a time when during this process I became so excited I felt like I was going to POP! I had no idea what was about to pop but I knew it was coming when out of the blue a friend told me that the pizza shop Jimmy and I loved was for sale. I KNEW this was it.

It was about a year for that successful feeling to bring in something that I considered to be BIG physically. The process of buying this shop hit bump after bump for about 4 months. Each time it looked like something wasn’t going to work out, I went right back into that successful feeling. I mean I WAS IN! Nothing was going to shake me free from this and if this pizza shop wasn’t it, fine, then something else was coming and this was just a step along the way. I mean, I KNEW to the depths of my being that something was coming! By the end of that year we were the owners of that pizza shop and the owner gave us $5000 to help us with the get started money. IN REAL LIFE! At the closing he handed US a check for $5000.

Now you’ve conjured up the physical thing or experience of the feeling you were working toward manifesting.

Here’s what I didn’t know, and I want you to know… if you want to. The energy behind intentional CONJURING is intense. If it isn’t naturally INSIDE of you, flowing easily right now, and you conjure the manifestation of it. ALL experiences that follow will be as intense as the conjuring itself.

What I have learned during this process is that when I conjured, I wasn’t stable. Manifesting a business when you don’t know what you’re doing and aren’t stable is great AND that instability is going to pop also. The pops of instability brought about many opportunities to redirect back to success, but I wasn’t stable enough to do that. See, I was stable when all things were going well, which they were back when I had a job and everything had its place but when you become a business owner, and decisions need to be made, and people are counting on you for their income. OH MAN! Talk about lessons. Over the years I had lessons were in harmony, so I worked on harmony like I worked on success. It took some conjuring but people that were working for me but against me just fell out of the way. Effective communication, which is still a work in progress, comes fairly easily in the same way…how does being an effective communicator feel. It feels satisfying when people understand what you’re trying to convey so I focused on conjuring satisfaction. I mean I’ve had one opportunity to manifest after another and another and another and I have been really SUCCESSFUL in manifesting them… are you hearing me. In conjuring up the feeling and having it manifest into a thing each of the subsequent experiences to be SUCCESSFUL have been so intense it has been hard to keep my focus on success; so, many “failures” have come along for the ride. Now failures aren’t failures, but they feel that was in the moment because the intensity is so strong that you’re getting pummeled by the rocks under the river as the rapids are also nailing you.

Conjuring is an incredible way to manifest if you’re looking for an intense ride. I’m not going to lie; I didn’t know this when I began that little experiment. Abraham Hicks describes the intensity that I experience as a car going 100 mph and hitting trees and speed bumps. I had worked conjuring that experience up so intensely that I was that 100 mph car hitting everything and anything. Each hit knocked me out! Stopping a car going that fast, it could kill you. It seems fitting that about 4 years into my car ride I was asking my spirits to take me, I’m ready to die… it was just too much.

If you’re looking to take a wild ride, use the conjuring method. If you’re looking to manifest something a little smoother… that’s possible too. I’ll share in another post.

All my love race car drivers, ~ Mel 5.0