Question:
- Have you ever listened to or met someone who channels spirit?
- Have you channeled spirit yourself?
What does it mean to CHANNEL SPIRIT? I’ve listened to different people who’ve channeled spirit and I’ve read many books by people who have said to be channeling spirits. Some of ones I know of are Ester and Abraham Hicks, Neale Donald Walsch, and Paul Selig are a few that I listen to or read repeatedly. My understanding of channeling is that the human YOU gets out of the way so that spirit(s) can come forward and share what they want to be known. This can be for you alone or it can be for a collective group of people. People who are labeled as Mediums speak to and channel spirits, psychics also are channels. The deal with all of these humans who channel is that they are still human, their shit gets in the way to some degree. The more experienced, maybe, I don’t actually know, can seem to do it with greater ease and more clarity than beginners. It also seems to be the case that it is still filtered through them, so, know that when you read and listen.
It has been mentioned to me, by my spirits, that I am afraid of my ego (wouldn’t seem to know it because of how often I chase that bitch toward whatever it seems will FEEL best in my human-ness). Also, because I am aware that all things channeled must go through a human it is hard for me to completely believe any one in and of itself. I’ve been willing to hear spirit share that I am meant to be a beacon of light. I am able to accept that I AM JOY. However, I have struggled, and am working on releasing, the fact that I am meant to be a healer and guide to others. I like to think and say things like, “YOU DO YOU!” I don’t think any ONE way is the RIGHT way for ALL. I don’t want to presume that you are meant to listen to me… GOD, stop it!! My point to this is, I have been shown and told what I am meant to be in the world around me. I don’t want to FUCK YOU UP, you know, like I’ve fucked myself up.. that’d be awful! Because I don’t want to be in the way I have said to spirit, you want me to do this shit, fine, I’ll try but can’t you use me as a channel? Like, I know I’ll still be in the way a bit but not as much as my human self is when I am THINKING or interpreting what I am hearing.
Here’s what happened: I sat down to do a meditation. I have begun discovering that meditations are just my willingness. So, I sat down, closed my eyes as I set the intention to just allow. I said to spirit, “If you want me, take me”.
I began to have the thought put your hands on the keyboard…I had already opened the computer thinking I was going to write but wanted to meditate first but still had the laptop open on my lap…the thought kept coming, put your hands on the keys. So, I did, I kept trying to think of what to type but my mind kept doing this weird blank but thoughts like a word then just another word and I didn’t know what to WRITE. The thought was just type the one word then another came and another…. following are the words as they came to me.
The battle through to surrender. As a child, I have seen the danger of Christianity. At the young age of five or six, I watched videos of beheading if we weren’t as God wanted us to be perfect. Made in his image. I wanted and knew that I was meant for greatness, but as a young person, all I knew how to do was be what my mom needed and wanted me to be. As I grew, I knew that if God needed me to be perfect, I wouldn’t make it, and I was out. I turned my back on God only to return to him intentionally at the age of fifty. My life brought me down on the floor crying, but never to my knees.
I am here and will bring you where your soul wanted you to be in my goodwill. This isn’t a warning. This is a promise. A promise that is hard to hear. Melodie didn’t want to hear this call. She was afraid of the call, and rightfully so, she witnessed her mother be put through trial after trial as I attempted to put her where she was meant to be. Melodie saw this and knew she didn’t want to go there. But she is meant to, so it will be done. Your soul decided on your path before you came into this body. Your soul will continue to direct you here. This is the place you need to be to recognize yourself. You are not who you think you are. You are not what you think you are. You will be brought to where you need to be to BE WHAT you and WHO you need to be. Again, I know this sounds harsh; Melodie has been fighting this tooth and nail every step along the way because she didn’t want the physical hurt, but what you don’t understand is there is no physical hurt if you don’t resist what YOU wanted to bring to this time-space reality.
Your soul chose your life. All the pain—that’s you. I know it’s been said over and over, but again, as Melodie has refused, the pain will bring you to your knees IF that is what your soul wants you to do. Melodie chose to come here and be the light, the joy to herself and her families. Pain makes her light dim. Shame snuffed her light out completely to the human eye. Only I could see what was still shining just as you are still shining.
Now, please know that not everyone is meant to come and bring consciousness to this world. It is quite possible that the souls of your friends aren’t here to BE THE LIGHT. There is no light that can be seen without the darkness. However, the darkness has become, and we see it becoming ever darker, ever murkier and more dense. That means there must be more light coming forth to balance this out. The darkenss will only receed in the light of many torches. If you are here, then you are one of the torches or the base of those torches. Melodie was told that she is the light and Jimmy her partner is the base. The base is equally as important as the light because without it the light would fall meaning be too exhausted to be the great light. Those who are the bases have much hard work to do; you must trust the light is what they say they are, and you must be their support. It is very challenging for human work to do this. But you are here and can handle this responsibility.
You must trust if you are the base, the person and people who show up as the lights. You have chosen this work; this is God’s word. Your soul is one with God. Jesus didn’t walk alone. Jesus had many bases, and yet Jesus was crucified. The bases were not, so what does that say about the hard work to come?
Melodie is worried that this is too dark. She is afraid that with all the “can’t I just manifest my own future and everything is meant to be easy” she will be too dark. She is not dark; she is one of the lights. She is a bright torch that is meant to share this way FOR SOME. This is not the way for all. For some the road to spirituality is manifesting your dreams all day every day. For others, like Melodie, her soul was and is determined but acceptance that this is the road she will walk.
If your work and manifesting has not come easy, you’ve done all the visualizing and all the energy clearing, it isn’t that you are doing anything wrong, you are a light. That role is different. Each of us brights a piece, not the whole. None of the humans can be the whole. We are each drops of the whole. The whole is Univeral energy and love; call it God, call it Allah, call it the I am that.
If this is coming to you, chances are, you are I am. Don’t be afraid of surrender. Don’t be afraid, I have you. You are being held. You are being held.
I didn’t change any words in the above writing, but I did correct my misspelling. Again, it was the first time I had done anything like this and was a little stiff in my body.
When I read through what I felt was dictated to me, it does seem dark. However, I’m working on my trust. Allowing this writing to leave the safety of my computer into the land of “OZ” is just another step.
All my love, ~Mel